life decisions

when mrs tan was still known as miss wong, she has the aspirations of being a career woman - someone who can achieve lil' something in her career. however, after a few wrong decisions, bumps & hipcups in her career path & few incidents she encountered in her life, PLUS the fact that she met mr tan, her used-to-be thoughts faded..

miss wong was reborne. mrs tan's wants in life now changed. she wants to spend time with her family members, she wants to setup her small family, she wants a STABLE job.

mrs tan got a stable job currently. for the fact of it, she decided to take up a part time diploma in pre-school teaching, more commonly known as early childhood. what determined her to take up this course mainly was because of 2 main reasons. 1) its never too many to have another additional "paper" which may yet open another opportunity 2) maybe it's just mrs tan's mother's instinct hit her way too early. she wants to prepare for the best for her future bb. well, though it doesnt really prove that with the best, professional knowledge gained from the course will allow mrs tan to groom her BEST BB, but at least she tried to groom the bb with whatever she has learnt. all mummies will want to try their very best to groom their BEST BB in the world.

however, mrs tan hasn't be in her best of health for the past 2 weeks plus. always trying to catch her breathe. doctors concluded it's due to her naturally weak body & probably due to the work-study lifestyle. of coz' the boss wasn't really happy with it(somehow or rather he found out about the studies & her bad health)..

mrs tan is worried now..